October 18, 2003
lets try it again tonight
On occasion I listen to music as I go to sleep. I've found that it helps to not think as much, mostly when anxious thoughts fill me up. Recently I've had to do it a lot more. Last night something went particularly well though. I had a new playlist of music going and accidentally left it on repeat, so it played all night. I had a wonderful dream with bicycles and bamboo arrows and tunnels and marking tape and a porch and a hug and drying and holding and breaking and vials. It put me in such a good mood to start the day. I actually felt like waking up just to enjoy that feeling. Now, if some of that would go beyond the dream.
